Lily Allen gives a typically shocking interview in the February issue of GT (Gay Times). The first woman on the cover since Princess Diana in 1997, she clearly has a few issues to get off her chest in this â€˜no holds barredâ€™ exclusive, including graphic revelations about three ways with female identical twins, and the frequency of her lesbian wet dreams.
â€œI did once snog these identical twins in San Diego. I was on the sofa and I had both them both, I was dancing and shoving my arse on one of them and one on my front bottom. Thatâ€™s the only time, but I do have wet dreams â€“ lesbian dreams â€“ quite alotâ€
Lily talks about her personal troubles, those alcoholic rumours, yoyo dieting and her experiences of therapy: â€œIâ€™m full of self-loathing, self-hatred. I donâ€™t think anything I do is good.â€
â€œI still smoke and eat a lotâ€¦Iâ€™m quite stressed out at the momentâ€¦I never craved alcohol, I just drank out of boredom.â€
â€œI go to see my shrink once a week. I used to do cognitive behavioural therapyâ€¦my therapist now is really good â€“ heâ€™s good at teaching me how to be more self-aware about when Iâ€™m shutting downâ€¦he does all the shame and guilt and childhood stuff as well.â€
Lily feeds the fires of her celebrity feud with gossip blogger Perez Hilton. She says in response to Perezâ€™s taunts:
â€œWhen heâ€™s happy heâ€™s good and when heâ€™s sad about himself heâ€™s really horrible â€“ about everyone. Heâ€™s a woman hater but I think thatâ€™s something to do with his own self loathing.
â€œI find him quite annoyingâ€¦as a gay man you should be championing young girls that are going out there and doing their own thing and not slamming them for owning their sexuality and calling them sluts.â€
â€œSo much of what he does is bullying.â€
The February Issue of GT goes on sale today.